Now i have had some hard times in my day, but as the years pass i grew up, and really stepped up how to be a parent, and truly put them first. I lost my job some months ago, and after seeing that i will never get a great job with no Education. I decided to to to collage. Now there are no regrets, but i see us slowly going down hill. I have a great landlord, but still he needs his rent, and the struggle to take care of 3 boys needs and pay the bills, and expect for me to do great in school...... I am overwhelmed... I dont have the answers... As you know you meet alot of new people in school, and long story short.. i was a stripper for A day.. 12 long hours, desperate to find a way to pay the bills, and the stress of Christmas... Well all i have to say is that will never happen again.... Im scared for all i seen that night, and sad that i thought that was my way to keeping my kids happy and safe. Last week i picked gas over feeding my dog. Things change so fast. No where to turn. It all falls on me. I know life is hard. But my kids deserve to have more... The story is to much to talk about, i do all i can, and in the past year things have really gone down hill........
